^_^ Heyas~ Yes, this is like a week and a half late, but I had nothing at all to post last week...twas an uneventful 7 days, methinks. At least I have a little to write about this week? Maybe? Well, we'll see.
I'm holding a picnic birthday for myself :D:D:D I wonder if it'll fail, but we shall see, ne~~~ Jells Park, on my actual birthday, with friends from anime club, korner, high school, and possibly even a few other areas of life :3 The only problem is I suck at organising events where everyone kinda needs to bring something; I'm not as gifted as Celiney, after all! Still need ideas for what to do at the bbq picnic thingy, but at least I did decide on an optional dress theme :P If I'm honest, I prolly need help with this, though. Got assignments to get done asap, will be in another state for the 4 or so days before the event itself, and probably can't even manage to purchase the discounted post-Easter choccy =\ Maybe blind optimism isn't the way to go here...
I can has had haircut! SQUEE! Both Seb and I were incredibly nervous during the haircut...initially I looked way too eerily similar to a certain someone we both dislike, and it got to the point where Seb had to go sit down elsewhere xD But it was a miracle! That hairdresser is amazingly talented :3 Made me look far better than either Seb or I thought possible~ (Now I just fail at replicating the hairstyle =\) Seemed liked a cross between my two favourite people in existence (Massu<3<3<3<3<3<3<3>
Decided to do what I didn't wanna do last night, and had the talk with Ed on MSN. Took a lot out of me, but he accepted it. Talked again with him today...everything seemed kinda back to normal, and I was constantly reminded why I like him xD It's all too possible something casual might come out of all this...we'll see, ne :P
I've bothered you all long enough, and I've certainly procrastinated more than enough over the past few days. Time to actually do that assignment so I can get on with the rest of the week, prep for Canberra, and prep for my bday :3
Oyasumi~
Monday, March 29, 2010
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Eeeeeeeto ne
Well, I can't think of anything remotely interesting I've done this week (you people need to liven up my life, clearly!>_<).This past weekend I've been sick (self-inflicted from GMing Thursday night; if I talk too much during a short period, I give myself a bad headcold >.>), forcing me to cancel witnessing Amy run in the Bridal stampede, as well as participating in the MCAC scavenger hunt, and the sickness has carried through even until now =\
This week Fox Classics has been showing a miniseries from 1980 called Shougun. The first five minutes of the first ep are sucky, but the rest of it has been very addictive (and the Japanese enunciation by all the gaijin has been hilarious...especially John-Rhys Davies xD)! I've just managed to place a hold on the DVDs at the local library, so soon I shall have a copy of them myself, and then I can start lending out the win to people :P
Should be seeing Ed on Friday (for what, the first time in a freaking month? T.T) and I have no idea what'll happen. He asked me earlier this week if I'd help him with his English skills by kind of tutoring him...this WOULD theoretically clear up one of the main qualms I have with the relationship: the lack of seeing each other often. This would likely mean at least once a week we'd get to see each other :3 I presume from the lack of comments regarding my last post that either I've lost my entire readership quicker than I thought I would, or everyone wanted to steer clear of giving me any advice or their opinion...>.>
Well, I've got work to do that actually needs to get done for once, so I'm off. Mata~
...I was reminded by Kyra about the Japanese tute yesterday :P That at least WAS interesting. Had japanese exchange students visit the class (one of them in particular was one hell of a bishounen :3 Spent most of the class talking to him by a fluke :D:D:D:D), made some new friends, acquired another connection (from a Clayton student in my class) regarding the JET program, and also received a sushi eraser (it was cuttlefish and rice xD) from one of the Japanese students I hadn't even talked to :3
Okay, that's NOW about it xD
This week Fox Classics has been showing a miniseries from 1980 called Shougun. The first five minutes of the first ep are sucky, but the rest of it has been very addictive (and the Japanese enunciation by all the gaijin has been hilarious...especially John-Rhys Davies xD)! I've just managed to place a hold on the DVDs at the local library, so soon I shall have a copy of them myself, and then I can start lending out the win to people :P
Should be seeing Ed on Friday (for what, the first time in a freaking month? T.T) and I have no idea what'll happen. He asked me earlier this week if I'd help him with his English skills by kind of tutoring him...this WOULD theoretically clear up one of the main qualms I have with the relationship: the lack of seeing each other often. This would likely mean at least once a week we'd get to see each other :3 I presume from the lack of comments regarding my last post that either I've lost my entire readership quicker than I thought I would, or everyone wanted to steer clear of giving me any advice or their opinion...>.>
Well, I've got work to do that actually needs to get done for once, so I'm off. Mata~
...I was reminded by Kyra about the Japanese tute yesterday :P That at least WAS interesting. Had japanese exchange students visit the class (one of them in particular was one hell of a bishounen :3 Spent most of the class talking to him by a fluke :D:D:D:D), made some new friends, acquired another connection (from a Clayton student in my class) regarding the JET program, and also received a sushi eraser (it was cuttlefish and rice xD) from one of the Japanese students I hadn't even talked to :3
Okay, that's NOW about it xD
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Kioku
Actually, the title has nothing to do with this blog's content. I just felt like using that word because it frequently appears in a song I was listening to a second ago~ <3>
So, to start things off, I'm currently of two, maybe even three or four minds regarding my relationship with Ed...Whilst one side of me is shouting that there isn't enough in common between us, another persona keeps raising a finger and murmuring "But if you had too much in common neither of you would find the other interesting." I need help here, people. Whilst I even talked to Seb about it, I still can't quite figure out what action is right. Do I wait a while longer, as agonising as that might prove to be? ...It's been what, around 3 weeks since we've seen each other last? (Last week didn't work out because he had to help a friend move out =\). And then there's the whole ex-bf similarities issue >.>
Phe's a little narky at the moment that that bubbly person he mentioned in last week's blog (surprise surprise, this is a weekly blog, people...nudge me if I don't keep up with this promise xD) hasn't appeared since O-week T.T How can I get to know the attractive people better if they don't appear?!?!?! On a sidenote, of the three original juuhito, the first still works at Grain Express (Mondays~~~~YAY), the second still has a Japanese class with me (>insert 4chan smiley here<) and the third is no longer of that status, in my opinion. Speaking of japanese class, whilst it seems yet another person from jap class last sem isn't continuing with it this sem, it does seem he's still interested as we saw each other and did the checknig each other out thing for a good while yesterday xD SUCH A SEXY JAPANESE ACCENT, if you don't mind my saying so...not to mention the only white guy I've ever been remotely interested in O_o
Meanwhile, having a fellow NEWS fan for both a cool friend and Japanese classmate has encouraged my thoughts of Massu this past week O_o Both win, and also abysmal fail, because having most moments (awake AND asleep) consumed by thoughts of someone you KNOW you could never possibly have is almost nihilistic... Doesn't mean I don't love discussing NEWS related things, Kyra, because it TRULY is one of the highlights of my week :3:3:3 :O:O:O:O We now have a theme for the blog, it seems! Love interests! xD LULZ. Well, this post is at its end. You know the saying: "The shorter the less painful" (LOLOLOLOLOLOL). Let me finish this blog with two memes. I'm Zeus! Why would someone buy 75 TEA KETTLES?!?!?!
Replies to the luffly people that commented:
@Eloise: That sentence produced many a giggle :P Also, a real life Kakashi is one of my two greatest desires in this, my only life. Maybe someday~
@Sebby: Stuart's priiiiiiiiiiiiiiddy~~~ x3
So, to start things off, I'm currently of two, maybe even three or four minds regarding my relationship with Ed...Whilst one side of me is shouting that there isn't enough in common between us, another persona keeps raising a finger and murmuring "But if you had too much in common neither of you would find the other interesting." I need help here, people. Whilst I even talked to Seb about it, I still can't quite figure out what action is right. Do I wait a while longer, as agonising as that might prove to be? ...It's been what, around 3 weeks since we've seen each other last? (Last week didn't work out because he had to help a friend move out =\). And then there's the whole ex-bf similarities issue >.>
Phe's a little narky at the moment that that bubbly person he mentioned in last week's blog (surprise surprise, this is a weekly blog, people...nudge me if I don't keep up with this promise xD) hasn't appeared since O-week T.T How can I get to know the attractive people better if they don't appear?!?!?! On a sidenote, of the three original juuhito, the first still works at Grain Express (Mondays~~~~YAY), the second still has a Japanese class with me (>insert 4chan smiley here<) and the third is no longer of that status, in my opinion. Speaking of japanese class, whilst it seems yet another person from jap class last sem isn't continuing with it this sem, it does seem he's still interested as we saw each other and did the checknig each other out thing for a good while yesterday xD SUCH A SEXY JAPANESE ACCENT, if you don't mind my saying so...not to mention the only white guy I've ever been remotely interested in O_o
Meanwhile, having a fellow NEWS fan for both a cool friend and Japanese classmate has encouraged my thoughts of Massu this past week O_o Both win, and also abysmal fail, because having most moments (awake AND asleep) consumed by thoughts of someone you KNOW you could never possibly have is almost nihilistic... Doesn't mean I don't love discussing NEWS related things, Kyra, because it TRULY is one of the highlights of my week :3:3:3 :O:O:O:O We now have a theme for the blog, it seems! Love interests! xD LULZ. Well, this post is at its end. You know the saying: "The shorter the less painful" (LOLOLOLOLOLOL). Let me finish this blog with two memes. I'm Zeus! Why would someone buy 75 TEA KETTLES?!?!?!
Replies to the luffly people that commented:
@Eloise: That sentence produced many a giggle :P Also, a real life Kakashi is one of my two greatest desires in this, my only life. Maybe someday~
@Sebby: Stuart's priiiiiiiiiiiiiiddy~~~ x3
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Missed me? Prolly not xD
Hey guys ^_^ Firstly, here be the link to my old blog: http://phepanda.blogspot.com/ This crappy site seems to think that I don't own that blog, and so I have been forced to create a new one. Well, at least I didn't lose any dessert as a consequence, which would've made me truly grouchy.
So what's been going on in Phe's world? Well, I'm not going to explain everything that happened since my last blog (almost a whole year ago xD) but surely it's safe to assume that because I'm still here, nothing too awful could have happened? O.o? Yeah, it's prolly safe to assume that. This is made easier by the fact that I have trouble remembering things that happened hours ago, let alone months...on reflection it seems I can remember with remarkable clarity events that involved me drinking...>.>...go figure?
*Munches on year old candy* I may be the only person on our planet who'll say it, but HOORAY FOR PRESERVATIVES~. Hmm, the recent past... Well, since a day or so after Christmas I've been struck with another bout of insomnia...but it still hasn't gone away yet, AND is now at the point where I get no sleep at all =\ With the start of the new year I began seeing someone...someone who I don't get to see very often (we live on opposite sides of the city -_-;;), and who works two jobs...and someone whose last boyfriend probably has more in common with me than the someone does...>.> I've honestly kinda felt a bit on edge for a while about that, because I don't wanna be the one who just prods at a sore spot on a mending heart =\. And yet, part of me wonders why this person contacted me at all, seeing as one of those main similarities between me and the heartbreaker ex (liking of pandas) was all too obvious in a photo of me...
In my internal musings I've finally concluded that I want more from a relationship than I'm currently getting or giving in this one...being able to see that special someone more than once a week (if lucky =\) can't be too much to ask for, no? Being able to express yourself as you are is certainly a prerequisite for a good relationship, yes? I'd have thought that was a no-brainer, honestly. And yet I haven't ended the relationship yet...>.> *cough cough* LUST *cough cough* xD At this junction, I intend to end the relationship next time we meet, despite the infrequency of such meetings...and yet doing that via text or msn just seems absolutely abhorrent to me, so it's my only option.
O-week last week; you can tell what kind of week it was purely by the claim that free jam donuts a couple of times a day was one of the highlights -_-. Oh! And I got handed a spiffy manga (complete with poster and cd) from Kyra-chan~, including a chapter based mainly on the most gorgeous person in existence: Massu-chan from News <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3>were also a good handful of pretty people at uni for the three days of O-week :P talked to one in particular who joined either the anime club or the rp club (I can't remember which) and seems a bubbly, conversational person who might even be interested in me, but unfortunately I haven't seen him since last week =\. I'm keeping a lookout, lol.
Speaking or pretty people, "yaoi zing", the hour or so when both 'juuhito' Stuart is working in Grain Express and I get to force Eloise to draw some random yaoi related scene (frequently involving something useful, I might add xD), had its almost but not quiote inaugural session on the very first Monday of semester :P They were amusing, but I think we can agree that the chibi version of the airport security elves was a failure~ Unsure if it will remain that same bat time, same bat channel quite yet *shrug*.
Oh wow, I can't believe how much I've missed blogging; I feel sleEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeE...py~~~ ^^ Maybe I'll have more success tonight :3 Bed can wait a little while longer though, methinks. I also wanted to mention in this blog, for anyone who may be interested, that it seems my midsem break was booked out before the end of the first day back at uni O_o first half consisting of heading up to Canberra to celebrate friend's 21st, back down to Vic, perchance celebrating mine if all is timely (which it won't be :P...Phe? Punctual? PAH!), and then heading off to Adelaide with family so I can spend a couple of days at the zoo staring at the pandas, and so they can go see the footy :P A good deal, methinks ^^So much for roadtrip with friends, but at least this way I don't have to pay, I guess?
...I've prolly already risked getting glanced at by Zac who will comment on too long a post or something along those lines, so I'll force my fingers to shut up now~ Minna, oyasumi
~^o^~
...also, feel free to comment :3
So what's been going on in Phe's world? Well, I'm not going to explain everything that happened since my last blog (almost a whole year ago xD) but surely it's safe to assume that because I'm still here, nothing too awful could have happened? O.o? Yeah, it's prolly safe to assume that. This is made easier by the fact that I have trouble remembering things that happened hours ago, let alone months...on reflection it seems I can remember with remarkable clarity events that involved me drinking...>.>...go figure?
*Munches on year old candy* I may be the only person on our planet who'll say it, but HOORAY FOR PRESERVATIVES~. Hmm, the recent past... Well, since a day or so after Christmas I've been struck with another bout of insomnia...but it still hasn't gone away yet, AND is now at the point where I get no sleep at all =\ With the start of the new year I began seeing someone...someone who I don't get to see very often (we live on opposite sides of the city -_-;;), and who works two jobs...and someone whose last boyfriend probably has more in common with me than the someone does...>.> I've honestly kinda felt a bit on edge for a while about that, because I don't wanna be the one who just prods at a sore spot on a mending heart =\. And yet, part of me wonders why this person contacted me at all, seeing as one of those main similarities between me and the heartbreaker ex (liking of pandas) was all too obvious in a photo of me...
In my internal musings I've finally concluded that I want more from a relationship than I'm currently getting or giving in this one...being able to see that special someone more than once a week (if lucky =\) can't be too much to ask for, no? Being able to express yourself as you are is certainly a prerequisite for a good relationship, yes? I'd have thought that was a no-brainer, honestly. And yet I haven't ended the relationship yet...>.> *cough cough* LUST *cough cough* xD At this junction, I intend to end the relationship next time we meet, despite the infrequency of such meetings...and yet doing that via text or msn just seems absolutely abhorrent to me, so it's my only option.
O-week last week; you can tell what kind of week it was purely by the claim that free jam donuts a couple of times a day was one of the highlights -_-. Oh! And I got handed a spiffy manga (complete with poster and cd) from Kyra-chan~, including a chapter based mainly on the most gorgeous person in existence: Massu-chan from News <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3>were also a good handful of pretty people at uni for the three days of O-week :P talked to one in particular who joined either the anime club or the rp club (I can't remember which) and seems a bubbly, conversational person who might even be interested in me, but unfortunately I haven't seen him since last week =\. I'm keeping a lookout, lol.
Speaking or pretty people, "yaoi zing", the hour or so when both 'juuhito' Stuart is working in Grain Express and I get to force Eloise to draw some random yaoi related scene (frequently involving something useful, I might add xD), had its almost but not quiote inaugural session on the very first Monday of semester :P They were amusing, but I think we can agree that the chibi version of the airport security elves was a failure~ Unsure if it will remain that same bat time, same bat channel quite yet *shrug*.
Oh wow, I can't believe how much I've missed blogging; I feel sleEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeE...py~~~ ^^ Maybe I'll have more success tonight :3 Bed can wait a little while longer though, methinks. I also wanted to mention in this blog, for anyone who may be interested, that it seems my midsem break was booked out before the end of the first day back at uni O_o first half consisting of heading up to Canberra to celebrate friend's 21st, back down to Vic, perchance celebrating mine if all is timely (which it won't be :P...Phe? Punctual? PAH!), and then heading off to Adelaide with family so I can spend a couple of days at the zoo staring at the pandas, and so they can go see the footy :P A good deal, methinks ^^So much for roadtrip with friends, but at least this way I don't have to pay, I guess?
...I've prolly already risked getting glanced at by Zac who will comment on too long a post or something along those lines, so I'll force my fingers to shut up now~ Minna, oyasumi
~^o^~
...also, feel free to comment :3
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